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Name: Kaoru

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Your muse

Name: Mao Ito

Alias: Blur

Band: Sadie

Gender: Male (Shape shifer)

Age: 4,000

Sexuality: Bisexual (Perfers men)

Sexual Position: (Semuke)

Character Abilities: Healing, Fire, Rei ki, Chakra (Not Naruto, but such as Anahata The heart chakra which can be pink or green), Darkness & Decay and foresight (Each ability will be explained in detail during battles.)

(Fire, telepathy and healing at a lower pace also apply to Siege)

Race: Demon (Full blooded)

Rank: Cleric (A priest that heals, and battles) [Priest works]

Appearance:



Mao stands at 5'3", he weighs one hundred and forty-seven pounds. His eyes are icy blue due to his retina disorder. He is going blind. His left eye is his best one. He can read from this eye and also has estigmas. His right eye is the worse. It can not read at all. if covered then he can not make out words at all in it. the vision is very low. He is dyslexic as well. Because of his low vision and other disorders he has a tendency to have hallucinations. His form is lean, a small athletic build. He wears a size nine in shoe. His ring size is seven. Mao can be seen wearing a lot of silver. He hates white gold or gold, platinum. All of which he believes is over rated trash. He will always wear darker clothing. This is because brighter colors hurt his eyes. Light and decent. He would wear combat boots, leather, jeans, of any kind. Never skinny jeans, he had 'equipment' he wishes to breathe and use. Long coats, anything dark and unique he will wear it. He loves to wear bracelet chains. As they make noise.

Because his vision is so bad, he likes to hear many things around him. It helps with his silence at times. Everything he reads is usually large print in the confines of his own home. His hair, he keeps it clean at all times. he can not stand it. he will keep it brown, just a bit near the chin or shoulders. His hair used to be down his back, but it was cut when small.


Personality:
Mao is a very odd man. He likes the darker and more taboo things in life. he finds pleasure and joy in other misery. Yet at the same time he is a very wise calm and collected person. He will not hesitate to try and kill any one that may cross him. Because of his past he has a very bad trusting issue. He locks all emotions away and has no such emotion in him called love. This does not exist to him at all. His last lover was a man he had gave his all too, only to have him toss him away. So, after that five year relationship was over, it made Mao very bitter, cold and hateful. Mao keeps to himself much of the time enjoying his solitude. he loves art, music and poetry, although he never took up poetry classes himself he likes to use it at times. Hearing one of his poems, if you can get him to actually speak, if a rare thing. it shows he truly likes you inside and out if he shares one with you. on any level.

His anger issues are horrible. Anger management is something that he needs, yet refuses, just like therapy. He does not want to like about his past much. trying to push any one out and away from his life, in fear that he would be hurt in a way he can not heal. It is a pretty terrifying thing to think of. But He can get over anything just not his last man. He was what made him what he is today. His life now is very basic, he has a touch complex also, not liking being touched at all. Things are plenty that can earn you a beating much less getting slapped, or death. He is not joking when he is angry, and punishments are very quick.

You must also explain things to him, some times more then once for him to get it. It is not the fact he is slow, it is just he likes to be reminded and he will keep to it. He is a fast learner as well. He has a set of peeves and other things he just can't stand. When you meet him he is a very decent man. if he is not in the mood to joke and play he will tell you. He is a very honest and blunt man. if he hates you, you will know, he wont hesitate to tell you. He likes kids, a lot in fact. But he does not want any right now.


Strength:
~Sleeping
~Being lazy
~Meditation
~drawing
~Fighting

Weakness:
~Dyslexic
~Visually Impaired, Blind
~OCD (neat freak likes order)
~hallucinations
~Insomniac
~God complex
~Touch complex (this also applies to food, clothing and his women/men.)
~Fear of Mirrors and reflectional surfaces


Friends/family/lovers:
Siege - Alley, companion

Other companions:
Siege

The total body length, including the tail, of Siege is 310 cm, the tail measures 100 cm, and the height at the shoulder is 95 cm. The weight of Siege is 450 lbs. Length of his skull is 332 mm. His eyes are a soft powder blue. The color transcends into a darker shade of ultrasonic blue towards the ends of the iris. The pupil of the tiger is very small. Due to the fact of genetics, his eyes vision during the day and night are rather poor. Allowing him to see over a mile in distance. His speed even though a demon is around 500 mph. This is because of the demon blood in him. The canines are as long as four inches. The thick ivory molars are made to even break through titanium. Siege is black and white in color. His coat in the direct sun light almost giving off a very pale orange white hue if looked at closer. There are long thick black strips on his coat. They seem to help him stand out more and camouflage himself in most areas.

Siege has the capability to enter the mind of Mao and others that allow the link only. He then is telepathically linked to Mao and others. But can not speak. Merely give minor statements or demands. Siege is a bit lazy and will not allow anyone to get too close to Mao. The color of it's eyes change when he is angry or feels a treat is near by. He can mist into a smoke like matter substance particles that allow him to move and 'jump' to one spot to the other. This is not teleporting. Siege is highly intelligent. He can understand many things if there is a mental link in place. His seemed to easiest to understand language is Romanian. He does tend to stay close to Mao and follow him all around. He does not like to be ignored and often bites Mao or a friend of Mao for attention. Siege only likes to be touched by Mao and will ignore commands from others, unless instructed otherwise by Mao.

The demon spirit of this animal is actually a soul from a angel experiment. Siege used to be the husband of Mao. Siege had been very much in love with Mao. But upon Mao's request Mao left his husband and then allowed Siege to remarry and date. Upon this occurring, Mao grew with jealousy and then snatched the soul from his husband. And then placed him into a magic spirit animal form. Mao being so jealous then took Siege and punished him to be damned in this form until he sees it fit to release him again. For now Siege is bound and forced to obey Mao's every whim. Siege's physical body is kept in a cryogenic sleep chamber within his own home. The many test tubes and serums keep the lifeless form preserved long enough until Mao can cross magic and science to revive his former mate.


Character history:


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Extra stuff:
Likes:
[X]The color blue
[X]Dark, taboo, weird things
[X]Dark colors
[X]Smirnoff (most flavors except Grape)
[X]Pain
[X]His solitude
[X]Not being touched.
[X]Dark skinned Women
[X]Asian Men
[X]Pain, sex, joking around

Dislikes:
[X]Liars
[X]Cheaters
[X]Thieves
[X]Nasty sluts that screw everyone
[X]Bright colors
[X]Loud people
[X]Over happy people
[X]Being ignored
[X]Being told no

Fetishes:
*Ebony female fetish
*Food play
*Blood play
*Strangulation
*Beatings
*Rough sex
*Rape play
*Taboo
*piercings
*Tattoos
*Humiliation

Phobias:
*Sea life, fish, crabs, lobsters, ect.
*Being forced into using drugs (non prescribed, illegal ones, -Weed included-)
*Large mass spaces of black colored areas, (Black tiles, paint and or sheets over taking a surface, for to him it looks like an endless void.)

Visual impairment: Mao has estigmas, and he is near sighted as well as a other few eye dysfunctions. Another illness of the eye is a set of damaged nerves that allow his eye to shake. Over time it has slowed down some.

Allergies: Honey, raspberries, Darvaset, perkiset, Novocaine

Carpal Tunnel: Due to his past of being a hard working student and an artist, his right hand some times ache from over use. The nerves got numb and then aching pains soar from his hand down to his elbow, making it hard to grasp objects.

♦♦ Affections: ♦♦

Kissing: Mao loves to kiss his partner. It is just in his genetic make up to want to kiss his mate. Gender does not matter. His lips will shamelessly touch each and every single portion of his hearts offender. His his mate said to kiss their ass he would do it in a heart beat if it made them happy. Not to say he wont clean his mouth after, depending on hygiene.

Embraces: Mao very rarely does this it make shim uncomfortable due to the fact that his step father used to try and 'hug' him before each assault. Plus, it bothers him a bit because of other rape attacks. If he hugs you it is because 1, he is over joyed, or 2, he truly likes you. This does not mean he wants to screw you just because he touched you. It just means he is learning to trust.

Sex: Sex, is very very hard to get him to open up and do. He believes he has too many scars and defects for his body to be viewed at all. So sex is usually done in the dark or he tries to keep is clothing on. He will place everything he has into the act, even if it is a fast fuck in a closet right down to trying to make his mate understand him in such a way through intimacy.

♦♦ Limitations: ♦♦

In sex, you must give him time to adjust tot he sight of your body. Allow him to slowly get close and examine you. His hands will more then likely touch caress and explore each and every single fiber of your being. If he is in the proper mood then kissing the area or licking, biting ect. follows. Because his vision is so low, looks of the persons face do not matter, because when the lights go out ti is all the same.

Emotions: Mao loves to please his partner. He is more attracted to the emotions and feelings and energy and spiritual connection to a person more so then what they may have 'in common'. He believes he must take a sum of a few months to a few years to know someone before he even considers dating them in any form or fashion. A few weeks and saying you love him, or 'care' for him isn't going to cut it. He HATES instant love. There is not such thing to him and therefore he will be disgusted and repulsed and turn the person away without them giving a liable cause. He hates those 'fascinated' with him as well, as if he is some freak at a freak show. He hates being stared at. it unnerves him and makes his skin truly crawl. His hairs on his arms will stand up at being looked at for too long.

♦♦ Fair warning: ♦♦

Things you just ♦♦DO NOT♦♦ talk about with him for his own personal reasons are:

Race
Religion
Politics
Sexual orientation
His past
His personal information

Role play Sample:

Quote:

~ Last night had been one of the best nights Mao had ever had. He had done something with his King that he knew he was never going to regret. But it was something that he felt that was new. Yes, he had children he had a family already. But what his lord had done with him was something that made his face heat up, something that caused his insides to curve, and his toes curl. To make expressions and feel something in his heart… He loved him. That at least was unmistakable. As he got up early he wanted to give this to his King, and he knew no better way then to try now. He walked into his lord room, careful as he walked across the floor with his care feet. His long silken yukata dragging the floor as he moved. But as soon as his feet dipped into the plush carpet, he crossed the path in order to get to the bed. Once he was next to the bed Mao then slipped into it with his mate. Moving to dust his legs and feet of debris and then nested himself into the bed with Siege. Mao then noted the male was sleeping soundly. He himself looked at the sleeping face of the man he swore to all things Holy had to be some form of a God. He was too wonderful not to be. He had followed him, and now eh had shown him his true form. And even though Siege had assumed he had deceived him, he showed his King other wise. To Mao there was no one else. He had found what he wanted. But if his King did not feel the same nor desire him, then he did not want ANYONE he wanted this man. No one else. And to prove it he moved to slowly slip his large firm hands into his yukata pocket. His hand fished around for a moment before he found the small grain of sand. It was odd green powder in his palm; it seemed a bit dry and stiff, like a clump of dirt. Mao then moved his hand holding the odd dark emerald green dust powder in his palm. His eyes began to tear, but not in sadness or in the brink of emotion, but for magic. The Angel then let the soft crystal tear with opal shine seep down his face and then he sat up, the tear slicked down his chin and then into his palm with the powder. And then more tears. Slowly from his hand there began to grow a small green petal rose. It bloomed in his very palm. A soft white light emitted and then a puff of colors like a prism. The colors looked something a kin to a rainbow. And then Mao let his head fall back, allowing Holy grace to push from his core into his hands. The angelic light seeped into his fingertips as he placed his free left hand over his right that now held the small unique flower. And then for a time there was nothing but silence. And then slowly the sound of a steady heartbeat came, the sound strong, and true. Unafraid of the path it had chosen. A heart that showed one true emotion, love for another. Compassion and deep care for a being. And then from Mao's lips spilled a chant, the old ways of the Angelic tongue came out. ~ “Dea beatus mihi pro iam Tribuo mihi sanctus lux lucis, so that i spread love through…” ~And then with that a soft blue hum of light filtered through Mao 'sfingers. The palm turning blue and soft white transparent old script showed on his hands as he moved the left away, to show a emerald ring. The silver had come from his love and tears of joy of having found someone he loved with all his might. The emerald stones were to show Life, love and that many would be made from this match. Mao smiled seeing that he still had his angelic abilities some how. And so he moved his hand to hold the ring between his index and thumb, looking at the work the Goddess’ had helped him create. For without faith he would not have been able to do so. ~ ~The angel then looked to the fallen creation of Pheramone. And then grasped one of Sieges hands. Then lifting the hand of his Lord, he kissed the back of his palm before moving to slip the ring on his ring finger. His eyes lid as he saw that indeed it did fit. Mao then laid down and kissed the lips of the man he had come here for. His heart in his own chest skipped a bit. And Mao placed Siege’s hand against his chest as his own heart raced. He then spoke to his lover and mate.~ “Ego penetranter diligo vos. Vos mos nunquam teneo quantus meus Rex rgis… Marry me one day. When you are ready My Lord.”