hyde
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Join date: 2011-09-18
 | | Subject: Hyde's application~ Fri Sep 23, 2011 3:20 pm | |
| You:
Name: Keita.
Gender: F
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Something else: I'm a rather random person when you get to know me. I can be hyperactive and funny, easy to get along with. Oh and sometimes my rp style changes, it's really weird but amusing.
Your muse:
Name: Takarai Hideto [It's speculation to believe that's his real name]
Alias: hyde or HYDE
Band: L'arc en ciel
Gender: Male
Age: 25-26
Sexuality: Claims to have no attraction to either sex, but is Bisexual.
Sexual Position: Depends.
Character Abilities: (Humans do NOT fill this out)
Race: Human.
Rank:(Knight, Priest, Commoner, Peasant ) (Queens, Kings, Royal Advisers, High Priests, Princes and Princess will be decided by the Admin based on the number of posts and conduct on the forum)
Appearance:
hyde isn't what most people consider to be the tallest though he likes his height despite his rather short appearance. He carries a good build on him though he is rarely wearing anything to really show that off. Despite the hot weather that comes and goes you might still catch him wearing a long sleeved coat. At this current place and time he happens to be sporting his natural hair color, which just so happens to be brown and matches his eyes. His skin tone however is very light and only carries a light tone to it. He has a tattoo on his back of a set of small angel wings and a scar that travels across his stomach. It's something from his childhood.
Personality: hyde is not the type of person to open up to someone right away. If it's happening to suddenly he will shut himself off from the person and move along. It's not that he doesn't like people he just doesn't trust them. He knows that people are most capable of betraying him and he most likely wont stand for it. He doesn't want himself to be like everyone else, who has really great friends and a family. He see's himself alone with no one in the end. It's why he often says that he has no sexual attraction to either male or females. Despite that he is actually bisexual and can really be with either sex, though he recently prefers males. It's not so much that hyde likes hiding this inner part of him but he feels as if it is a weakness. A weakness of the heart to be with someone and cope like everyone else.
Despite hyde wanting to be distant from people he could probably make a few decent friends over time if the people got use to his attitude. Sometimes he just isn't the nicest person to be around. He's mean because he doesn't want people to like him and yet he's nice to those he see's who might be in trouble. He will not hesitate to jump into a fight if he see's someone being picked on. It's just who he is. He rather not be that person that just stands by and does nothing while a girl get's rapped or while a man get's hassled by a bunch of no good thugs. He doesn't ever want to be that person. He really hates people that do that and he dislikes others who cause people pain as well.
He doesn't understand why people get enjoyment out of hurting other people. Though he doesn't really pursue anything in the career of a cop even though most say it's suited for him. It's not that he disagrees its just he thinks a cops life would be to much of a hassle. He wants to be a easy going person, not tied down by things that will hassle or annoy him in the future. He wants to be free like a bird. He doesn't care that he is barely making it at all in today's world. Each struggle of the day reminds him of who he really is and that's not some rich prick in a building.
Who might be down grading the poor, not that he thinks all rich people are like that. hyde carries a sense of pride and will rarely allow anyone to know that they got him down. He's determined and takes on any challenge he meets it head on. It doesn't matter if he's scared or feeling helpless. He presses through till the end and never gives up, he finds that last glimmer of hope and he'll cling to it. He refuses to lose himself. Other then all of that hyde does carry a fear with in him. He really hates the darkness. He can walk in it and be alone in it but he hates it. He dislikes it for what he see's and presumes this is nothing but a curse to see the dead.
Strength: His determination. The will to never give and to never give up no matter what.
Weakness: He fears the dark though he'll never admit it. He see's the shifting shadows and the dead faces that come with them. Feared it as a child though he never will admit to it to anyone.
Friends/family/lovers: His mother and father live else where. He doesn't keep contact with them so he's really unsure if they are with in the same location that he last knew. He prefers not to think about it as he likes to live his life alone. He has no current friends or lovers.
Other companions: Nightmare. A black cat that just started showing up at his apartment one day. The cat hangs out by his window and often appears at night after he has had a bad dream. This is why he calls the cat it's self "nightmare" at first he didn't like it and even tried getting rid of it but the cat kept coming back. It finally grew on him and now he leaves it food and water out on the fire escape.
Character history: hyde was born to a loving family. He was the type of boy that anyone might have wanted at the time. He went to school and held perfect attendance, got his work done and was a rather sociable child. He had friends and really seemed to be enjoying life. It wasn't until he was around the age of seven that everything seemed to have changed for him. It was in the summer of July and it being summer break he was on the way to a friends house. He had neared there home after getting permission from his parents to go stay the night there. It was nearing dusk and he was completely unaware of the approaching danger that he was coming upon to. He neared his friends house and pushed open the cracked door.
He peered into the home and didn't see anything at first. He walked in more his voice echoing into the home as he noticed it seemed rather odd that no one was responding to him. It had only been about thirty minutes or so since he had last talked to his friend. hyde didn't think much of it and walked further into the home, leaving the door opened behind him. He came into the dark living room as his feet glided across something on the floor. He slipped and fell back onto his butt and peered around the room before feeling a warm liquid on his palm. Raising his hand he stared at the blood on it before choking back a scream as he scrambled to his feet.
He could hear a sinister chuckle from the hallway as a man walked closer and closer to him. He felt weak and helpless and his body stood frozen in time. It wasn't long before the man slashed a blade at him cutting open his stomach. At the time despite being in pain and consumed by fear. He managed to get away. He doesn't remember much. He had just bolted for the door when the man heard something in the back room, probably not finished with the rest of his friends family. He took the chance to run. He didn't ever look back but a kid covered in blood isn't exactly going to make it that far and he was bleeding excessively anyway. He ended up passing out on the streets at the hospital it was touch and go before he woke again. He didn't say much and the news of the murder was all over the news.
He had to hide from reporters for a very long time. He just kept telling everyone he didn't remember. Deep inside he knew though. He knew someone had attacked him though he pretend like he didn't remember, through time he let little things out and as he grew older he began to shut himself off from people. He was afraid that someone close to him might die again. Afraid that someone he knew would disappear. To save himself from the pain he became distant. Even thinking that people could betray him that way, he didn't know if the killer was ever caught. He didn't hear anything in the papers. Not that he really bothered to pay attention to the papers either.
When he was in school he ended up getting into a lot of fights, he still held up his good grades though. He ended up getting in so many that his parents eventually removed him from school and began home schooling him for the rest of his middle school year and partly through his high school year.Though that he hadn't been telling his parents is that he was seeing things, spirits really of the dead and dearly departed. He didn't like them one bit. In the darkness. They were always in the darkness around him. He always would close his eyes and never move from his bed. Not till day light came creeping into his room. Then he felt safe he felt alright.
It wasn't that he couldn't see them during the day it's just sometimes he had a hard time seeing the living from the dead. He figured it was his close encounter with death that gave him the eyes to see them. They say in myths that small children see them but lose that gift as they get older. He just so happened to obtain it again and it gave him a lot of annoyance. His parents never knew the truth and he dared not to tell it to anyone Though it wasn't long before his parents thought he needed some social interaction. So they let him attend the remaining years he had in high school. They noticed everyday he came home he was silent, he never talked of friends. He never went to parties or concerts. He was just to himself. It wasn't long before he started doing odd jobs here and there to get money and he began saving up, he didn't know what he was doing with his life.
He just knew he didn't want to be tied down anymore to the same old town. When he turned eighteen and finished school he remembered the final words that he told his parents. He said he didn't care about anything anymore and that he was just going to disappear. They gave him disappointed looks, his father most of all was mad. He continued to tell them that he did love them but he would be living a life alone. From there he remembers walking out of the home with a sobbing mother and a raged father comforting his mom. It wasn't that he saw it as a problem to leave like this but it was for the better. He wanted them to turn that hate into something they could use again him later on, but they were his parents. Even he knew that they would never stop caring for him and never stop loving him. With the bit of money he had. He was able to get a small run down apartment in Tokyo.
From the few contacts he had before he was able to find more jobs to do. He was able to keep his life sustained for the time being and keep himself busy so that he had money, it wasn't the best life. He spent most of his money in the all in one bill that he got at the end of the month but it didn't bother him one bit. He got to live his life alone and that's just how it's been over these few passing years. It wasn't till a few years ago that he started having nightmares about that night when his friend and its' been going on for about six months now, which was right around the time this cat showed up at his home. It took him a while before he befriended the cat but he ended up calling him Nightmare. hyde always thought it was strange that the cat showed up when he woke from the middle of the night. Even though the six months had felt like just passing days he knew better and often spoke to the cat who he knew would never answer in return. This cat was oddly silent but affectionate it only mewed when it wanted him awake.
Role play Sample: Soft rain drops hit against the the window as his brown iris's stared out at the open road. Few people were crossing this so called busy street at night. He was lost with in his own thoughts in the coffee shop. Nothing else mattered to him at this moment. He just knew that out in the darkness. Anything could be waiting for him. That psycho killer from before or a new killer that he had yet to meet. People of all ages were strange to him.
He was a odd one among many normal people he thought. He could fill that heavy sigh leaving his lips causing the waitress standing next to him to finally tap his shoulder. He turned his gaze to her and shifted his body as he leaned back a bit more. As if he was opening the distance between the two, she asked if he wanted a refill. He shook his head no and she presumed to ask him if he was alright. He smiled. "Fine. Thanks." It was a short set of words but it got her to leave him alone for the time being. He moved up in the seat a bit, hovering really.
Just to get his wallet out as he comfortably sat back down he took out the money fora tip. After setting it down he stood and paid for his drink at the front. He didn't say much else as he stepped into the cool rain outside. sure the lights were on. Sure they offered him some comfort but that was nothing to him but a broken promise. He walked forward taking those few steps into the darkness.
He felt his chest tighten like it always did, he had to calm himself as usual. Reassuring himself nothing was there, nothing was going to harm him. He knew it was a false lie but sometimes you had to trick your brain. For him something like that rarely worked at all. He knew the trick and the same old game. He reached into his left pocket and pulled out a pack of smokes. When he felt himself circling his own thoughts to much he would smoke. After all a good smoke will always calm the nerves. He set it on his lips and stops in the street to light it.
When hes done he takes a long puff before he moves it away from his lips and places the cigarette away. The burning sensation on his throat is almost to much. He feels that need towards the cigarette again and takes another puff. He walks again now that he feels himself over come by the addiction. He's more relaxed then before and personally he feels more alert then anything. hyde's just doing what he has to do to get himself through his own crisis. He looks as calm as anyone else probably even calmer but inside there is always a raging storm.
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